i'm so sorry for what i did to you.

i know that i did alot of things that made you upset.
i didn't mean to do it.
i'm really regretful for all that i did to you.
i just want you to forgive me for all the wrongdoings that i did.

wen u ask me whether i'm bored talking to you,i never am.
but u say i'm bored.
u say i have no one else to talk to,thats y i look for you.
i call you each night just wanting to hear ur vioce before i sleep.
hearing your laughter makes my day.
alot of things about you make me smile.
u just don't know how happy i am to hear ur voice before sleeping.
and most of the times i can't sleep bcos i miss ur voice.

i just want a second chance from you.
i will do nothing to hurt your heart.
i will treasure you,cherish you,treat you well.
but i need you here with me for me to do that.
i just want you to know that i really like you.

want to tell you but i dunno y its not coming out.
hmmm.....not gonna stop trying.

ilham damai's kompang performance at M.A.I

played at Masjid Ahmad Ibrahim.
its our homeground.
this i have to say was a very good performance by us.
ILHAN DAMAI is going vary far.
i'm proud to be one of them.
we are proud to be the youth's of islam.
:)

dissapointment

have you ever liked someone and that someone wants you to look for others.
i just went thru that dissapointing feeling.

i just dunno y is it so hard to have someone that understands what u feel.
i don't want to put high hopes as i'm afraid it will hurt.
but i don't know y with you its just different.

u want me to look for someone else,i dunno whether i'm able to do it .
i know u didn't gif me hope or what so ever.
and i will respect your decision.
just hoping that u wud understand how i feel.
:(

something bad that happened

last 2 weeks.

broke up with the girl that i really loved.
was wondering y is it happening.

it seems that your feelings for me faded away the day u went out with him.
regretted letting u go,but this is how u want it to be.
you gave me your reasons which still leaves me confused.
but i have nothing else to say.

my heart just crushed into tiny pieces.
it hurts like having a dagger stabbed thru my heart.

but there is no point of me being sad about someone who doesn't care about how i feel.
just have to look forward and live my life like how i did before i met you.

hope you live your life happily.
thats all i can pray for you.

i'm kindda new to this.

heyy.

just created this blog.
so yarhh.
just wanted to keep the happy memories,
in case i forget.
haha.
:)